Sigh.Haven't been feeling gd for the past few days. The departure of the 2 directors make my work pile up. I've to settle so many stuff with regards to their personal gurantor thingy. SUCKS! Then i stil got to inform the supplier and customers etc that they have left us. WTF man.! Is this accounts or HR job actually? It's already the 15th i ought to be preparing and key some data to close my monthly account but i have yet to do 20% of it. WTF!! Freaking pissed off. ARGH!! SOMEONE HELP ME PLS !!

I start to hate my stressful job. I hope this feeling won't last.I think it's due to this settlement of director's departure that makes me feel so busy. I'm afraid that i won't be able to close my account on time. Sigh. Anyway new accountant will be here on the 1st Oct'06. Hope things wil get better. **pray hard**

I'm so afriad that i will go into depression again.It's Sept, i actually planned to start revising in sept but i have yet to do so. i've gt no mood at all. Am beginning to slack.?!!? Sigh. Tml is sat again and i have no idea wat to do.Friends do ask me out but i told them i have something on which i actually don't. I'm mad la.

Went to Mr chin's hse at Bukit Gombak-Gui Ling Condo. It's a nice condo.! Nice scenery where the sua gu me can get to see xiao gui ling. Cos i have nv seen it b4. Then went to KTV at his hse. Actually i dun feel like going but i have promised him. haiz. i'm always doing things that's isn't my will. miserable eh. Haven't been really happy for quiet some time?! After KTV, low drove me back. Feeling very low.Wanted to cry. i'm sad. msged cake and ask if he wanna mit. But he was with QL so i din wana join them also la. went back home n use pc.Write dwn the feelings i have here.

Out of 'Curiosity' i went to read their blog again.I envy him n his gf. Sentosa, tanning and all..haiz.