Sigh. The financial issue is being brought up again. It’s all with me. All sources come from me. I don’t understand why, I just don’t like to have the feeling that he doesn’t have $.

Both hurt.

But it’s when I know how much I love him. Cos I felt pain in my heart when he’s sad. I felt so miserable. I feel sick now..He can’t slp last night. Felt really bad for causing us to be like this. All this issue just comes naturally when he gave me that impression. He said he’s been trying hard not to make me feel tt way and have been working as much as he can. When I saw what he wrote to me. I felt soooo much a sinner. He loves me so much that he can give in to me and scarify so much for me. How will I find another one who can love me as much as he does? I’ll treasure this relationship dear….