I try not to write about him. Cos the more I do the more I dwell in it. But really got the urge to write about it for the past few days but well,lazy or no time. I wanna quit looking around whenever I'm out hoping for a chance to bump onto him. The pain is no longer there. I do not cry due to the pain in me. I cry merely for the misses. Why do we cry when we miss? Funny creature.

Sometimes,seeing people happily in love makes me wanna love again. I did imaging myself being with someone.But the thought of betrayal, cheating, flirting and stuff just come out of my mind. Love is an amazing yet scary thing. I really hope there will not be cheating, betrayal among relationships. It's something so hurtful that one needs a 'million' years to heal. Y is it so unfair. I'm sure he's good and moving on. Y am I still crying over the lost of him.The things and hurt he has done to me? Silly me!!They are meeting Han later. But Ling n I are not joining. Yes , Ling has a valid reason. But me? Laughs. I just cant. The sight of him remind so much of kwang.

I'm thankful I've vincent and bro there for me like, always. Thank you god for having these friends in my life to hold me when i'm down.. As u know some frens come u go, I know they are the ones to stay...Vincent is really sweet. He bought me toothpaste cos I told him I've got weak gums after the dental visit last week. How sweet.