I shouldnt have met u up that day..i always turn into a slut when i wear this dress.fuck.on a contradict side,i miss the happy us..but i know its never going to be like that again...;( :( ;(

I dreamt tat u've actually showed yr sincerity by emailing to one of my email a/c which i rarely check all these while.i guess that's what i've always wanted him to do.sometimes when pple says what u dreamt of is the opposite of the reality, I’ll doubt it.it's in fact something which u've always wanted it to happen.something which u've been thinking about all these while. Bibi,y did u tell me how much u wanna cherish me this time round and how convining you were to tell me how u gonna change and time wil prove everthingy! u're not doing anything to want me back.my heart has been broken once n once by you.

in my dream,i was pretty clear minded too.i know i cannot be back with him since it's his usual texting style.just at the tip of his fingers,he can just have some words type and somehow manage to move me.well,i'm very clear of the answer.but y m i still feeling sad over al these shit.?!!!!?!?!!!

do you know,even till date,when my phone beeps. i still hope to see "9XXX 5106"?! hoping that u've already gotten hold of my new number?i know it wont.i'm just being the usual me - SILLY!

whenever i m happy i doubt myself.am i putting on a facade?

time and time again, i teared.i dont wana tear for u anymore.i've got to be strong..god,have u hear me?

mum still mention him.whenever i said something,she'll somehow say,"u meeting na ge suay ren ah?". many a times its early in the morning!i've told her not to mention him but she still did. whenever she talk about him,my tear just wanna flow.
can anyone out there NEVER talk to me about the UNSPEAKABLE>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've made up my mind to throw away the 2 bears which he gave me. first was the green bear.that was before we got together.it was send tog with flowers.i still rem i was wking in Axis plus.it was a surprise with no names written.my colleague even said this guy must have woo u mend to be a surprise and no name was written on it.Irene evn joke to say this guy must have waited so long till his face turn qing qing(greeny).i find it really funny yet true (AT THAT TIME). the next bear was pink.that was after we got tog,so the bear(HIM) is already in pink of health.(haha.lame.)anw,i wannted to throw but i just dun wanna let them haf any qns asked.throw means throw.no y asked i hope.