Depressed. I really feel like giving everything up and just end the misery. I’m sick n tired of my life. Trying to move on and not feeling sad about things I shouldn’t and people that is not worth it. I’m just a lousy, AP, self-centered and whatever kind of person. So many flaws, then what’s the point of living and waste the resources in this lovely earthy world. I’ve enough of all those dreams. How would it be like if he knows his mistakes have caused a life?

Yes, I cant shop anymore. There’s no room to put all my clothes. Everyone’s complaining that I bought the most, eating into EVERYONE’s space. It has been something that makes me happy. What’s the point of living when all these nitty gritty thingy which me happy cant be done anymore? It’s not about not being able to shop anymore it’s about everything. Everything about my life is just so imperfect.

I don’t know what I want in life. Attaining ACCA is just something that I have to do to survive in the society. Something that I think I’m more interested in as compared to the other industry. What’s life all about? I don’t think I’ve done a good one for the past 24 years. Can I start everything all over again? From one?