If only life can dun make us do decisions..I hope everything is planned for me and the road is already build without me deciding which path to go. I hate to make decisions. I'm so afraid that it will not be a wise one.So many people giving different advice.I'm so contridicting.I'm easily influencial on the other hand.i'm really vexed. I had always pray to god to hope that he can give me an answer for the thing i'm troubled.If not, to hope that the decision I made is a wise one.I noe i'm lazy to go throught those turnaround to derive at the destination,but why cant i stay happy for long.i'm afraid i'll go into depression again no matter how small the thing is.

i hope i'll have an answer soon.sigh