argh!!!! i'm soooo freaking pissed by ERIC CHAN!!!! initially i was still very elated when he came n ping me just now.but soon after, he pissed me off when i was jus concerned with wat's in his mind.as in when he said he's nt feelin gd with lotsa stuff and that i'm one of the "thing" that makes him feel that way.any normal being will definately wanna noe why especially when u make someone upset right! i was like, can u share with me on the part with me in it? he said, "nthing" and "bye". then he appear offline. -__- WTH! **ROAR!!**

listening to Body language by Jesse Mccartney to cool myself dwn.haaa.i really dunno wats with him man!anw i jus text him to apologise..as i feel i might be at wrng too -being insensitive to his feelings.?

kwang came into my mind quite a bit todae..sometimes i relli wish i can be in contact with him to see how is he doing.but NO,i can't. if i do that i will be back to square one - be sad all over again! i dun wan to go back to the part where i have to have him in my mind all day long n doing things to harm myself.

on a side not,emma text me todae to see when we r meeting for my bday..hurhur.so happy! kok hwee also askin bout my bday.feel very much appreciated when someone rem yr bday!! i feel like having a big party or something on my 24th bday!! CLUBBING!!! but erm exam is freakin round the corner n party means till wee hours like 4am or so.then the nxt day will be damn shag...argh.i wanna get done with my ACCA REAL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!