Hello blog! It’s been really long since I last blog. This year havent been a good one for me. Or perhaps everything that happened was a blessing in disguse. I’ve lost someone whom I love dearly. I shall not pen dwn any details on the betrayals,cheating and stuff.
Read thru some entries I wrote. Had lotsa thoughts in my mind. All those scence just came flashing back. Somehow, I’m glad the rs with kwang had ended. I dun wanna be badly treated anymore.

Anyway i want a brand new ting! Someone who will never get upset over any tom,dick or henry and nitty gritty stuff. I need to get hold of myself! Nothing beats more than to love myself. I shld learn to love myself before going into another rs.

I’m feelin good right now and I hope it will persist. I no longer feel the pain over kwang (but I still miss him a bit and hope he’s getting better as he has fallen ill afer the japan trip). Though i feel like texting him to ask if he is fine, i did not. i noe if i do, everything will go back to square one where i'll get sad again n bla bla bla..and i've also told him not to contact me anymore.so its really weird if i start texting him after a week.well,i noe u'll be good. . .

On a side note,I’ve got a new lappy myself on sunday - 1 nov. ASUS!!! Bought it from harvey on an instalment plan.laughs..it was damn adhoc.no plans at all.mum kept 'pestering' me to get one n not use ditu's.

the next gadget that i needa get is a smart phone and i will be well equiped.hurhur.

p/s:i'll sure stop once i finished this pac. -__-