feeling a little emo todae.but well.all the feelings can be controlled.its all within yrself.u decide if u wanna be happy or sad.seriously i need a change. i shall not always let any men affect how i feel.i need to get a hold of myself. i cant always let anyone(to be specific- GUYS) decide if i shld be happy or not. fuck!! i think its a very big task that i shld work on.

anw,my mobile has been rather silent lately.it doesnt ring as much as before. =( but i'm glad i've still got jas!!! she's like my life diary.she practically knows everything about me and sometimes she even haf to remind me wat happened n bla bla bla..i'm sooo sooo glad i've her in my life, not as a fren but a cousin cos somehow there's a litlle blood related!

awww...i'm missing E! its really ironic.but well, i noe he's not the one i shld be with n less say the kind i wanna marry.maybe its jus a crush.oh well. get over it!!

my blog is going to be damn random.wateva that comes right into my mind i'll write. n it;ll be like jumping from here to there. and maybe nothing seems to link at all.haaa.

i havent been able to study a lot per day.damn!!!wat's with me man...its either i'm feelin sleepy or that i cant concentrate cos i'm busy thinking of this n that person n blablabla..anw, i feel i cant go into any rs anytime soon until i complete my ACCA!! else i will always be very affected by that person. i shall not date any more guys!! lolx

met up with bro on fri to chill. n it was good! it was always good meeting him..i love u bro!! hehe..he always sound like my da gege,thus there no wrng in me callin him bro..hehe..oh,saying of him makes me miss him alr la!!!

ciaos . . .