avatar was awesome! caught it with jas yesterday. heard that it is nice but i dont wanna hold too much expectation. but i really have to admit that it's the best movie ever! i'm going to catch it for the 2nd time this wed!! went bbq at jesselyn's hse yest and am glad kerlyn's hubby fetch me to and fro.so nice. but we only stayed for half an hr. we're there to show face and off we go.lolx.

i miss him badly.my mind is full of him.we've been texting rather frequently, lately.he promised to be the idea one for me if we'll to be back tog one day.he never dare to promise initially when we broke up.but this time i felt that he is ready to make the change and be a better person to cherish me. but he felt stressed facing my family again(that's when we're to be tog one day.i seriously have no idea if it's going to ever happen.).i'm sure everyone hates him.sigh. while texting,he sounds like he had actually done a lot of thinking about our future n all.perhaps he might have changed ?

i love his company,the time spend with him n all but it all seems impossible now due to many factors that is refraining this from happening =( i never haf someone who makes me feel really comfortable with. as in to explore new places and stuff.he's the one that i wanna do al these with.. =(