Woohoo!!!exams are finally over! Yes,it’s over!! got to get back at work tml, and it’s going to be a hectic one.going to burn my weekend at work too.it will be over soon.! Anw, paper P3 was pretty easy, I feel.I’ve managed to complete most of the questions,unlike the previous time when I left a good 21 marks out and failed by 4 pathetic marks! I hope the things I’ve applied are correct and those that I don’t, seems all like comprehension.haa.anw,am praying hard that I’ll pass this time round and not retake again.

I’m missing kwang again. He came back into my life again- virtually and emotionally. He starts with the usual texting – the birthday wish, the normal ‘how-am-I’ stuff, the good luck for my exams. It’s all like a cycle. The breakoff> the contacts> the patch up>the breakoff again> the contact again> so will the pattern follows like the previous one all over again? I seriously have no idea of wat I’m doing. I noe I shouldn’t even have replied and be friend him all over again when I have more or less moved on. He might be keen to befriend and possibly hoping that I will accept him back again one day since there’s no other chick that he can hook on for the time being. Sigh..

He may never know how much he had hurt me. He may only know how wrong he had done and that it was a one night mistake. He may never know how much I’d loved him all this while. Whenever I look back at the fotos we took, there’s a few stages in our r/s where I felt that we are drifting and that we’re on the rock. And I’m always worrying that he may leave me anytime soon. Always trying to do different thing when we mit so that he will not get bored of me. Wat else can I do to make one stay? Cant someone just stay by me for long? Am I really that bad that you have to leave or do things that force me to leave you….
Okay, I noe I’m emo-ing again….fuck!