Merry christmas WORLD! =) I felt the joy on this season of giving. Received many more presents than before! ^.^ spend the eve with bro n bestie. But bro left us for ktv. Thus, bestie brought me to park view or something - the one with 4 statues at the top of the building. Anw, it’s a nice chill out place. Very quiet and the ambience is good. They barely have 5 customers when we arrived there at 11. What I like was the waitress who dressed in a fairy-like costume and fly up to get the wine that you order. Interesting aye!

Got a call from Eric at 12 sharp! how sweet! Got another surprise call too - It’s from kwang. I seriously never have the thought that he’ll call and speak to me. Well, he did and we spoke for 9 good minutes. Felt kinda bad letting bestie waiting there. Anw, the conversation wasn’t that bad. He still cares for me. I felt it. I’m happy that we’re acting as if nothing happens. But will this last long? As in will I be able to let go of what he did and befriend with him again?

To be frank, on a xmas day like this, I felt more lonely than ever. It reminds me that he’s no longer in my life. We’re n longer an item. We wont be spending Christmas like how we used to. I’ve got a few dates on this day but I rejected it all. i don’t like being lonely but I wont even wanna make it seems like I’m finding a replacement of kwang to spend this day with. Thus, I spend it with my family! Went 313@somerset with mummy and er jie. Shop abit and bought lingerie. It was freaking pack! Too pack to be true. I never see this kinda crowd in orchard before on a xmas day. Or perhaps of the new shopping malls that actually attracts the consumers.
Anw, work has been very hectic! Been working late . very late ever since my exam ends. I don’t hate working but I just need some time to myself to do my own stuff. 24 hours is not enough!!! Brought back work to do and I’m going to work on Sunday! Works getting more politic. hate politics!! Everyone seems to be putting a facade mask.

To side track a bit, kwang n I text again today. In one of the conversation, he asked if we can start all over again. Seriously, the feeling he gave me is that he don’t wanna be single and he don’t need me. He just wants me back. I never felt how important I am to him. All I know is I’m still holding the love I’ve for him. I know its easy to get back together again. All I have to do is to accept him. But the greatest challenge is to face my family, my loves ones, the trust I’ve for him and many others. I think I’m being too good to him to befriend him?!? Everyone makes mistake..can one mistake just put one to death sentence? Vexed. I know there’s many guy out there. So much better than him. but I just cant bear to let it go. . .will anyone forgive your partner if he/she betrayed and cheat on you.....?