Vincent & I planned to the national museum on sat to see the Quest for Immortality - The world of Ancient Egypt. But was all ruin due to some technical failure n stuff. We’re that unlucky! Ever since they started this in Dec'09, this is the first time it got to close due to technical failure - I guess it's the aircon that is failing. Cause the whole museum is sizzling hot. I've not been to the national museum I think it shld be air conditioned. But the place is just so humid. It's like sauna lah. Nonetheless, since we've alr made a trip there, we went to tour ard the museum - some free exhibition. It was interesting. Many retro stuff. An eye-opener!

After which, bro came along and we head to Liang court for some jap food then party world for KTV! I've finally agree to go! I've overcome the fear and stuff. I was high on jasmine green tea(laughs). Everyone thought the staff put some alochol in it. For a moment I doubted myself too. Whether I was really that high and fool ard. But well, I was high. I don’t have to doubt. Anw, I went to delicate the song which I used to be an idol of him. I sang and I got a bit emo. I miss him. But I don’t cry bcos of it.

I was about to write in my blog that I've overcome all the obstacle.
But u know what? I went online yest night and he came online too. He ping me.I wanted to ignore but u know me! I replied in the end. He asked for my number. He hope that I can wait for him. He said he's mentally tired. No longer physical. He's very busy at work and don’t even have time to rest. Anw, I knew the cuttlefish was from him. I knew it! He asked if things were going to change if he start doing things from today. He hope for us to be back together again. Thank you god for the strength u has given me. I don’t cry after a conversation with him. I manage to sleep well. But I can’t deny that I'm pinning hope. I love and would like to do many other things together with him. But I know it wont happen and I will never let it happen. As I say this, my heart aches. I hope he can leave me alone and let things be it.

God, I know you put me thru these for a reason. To make me a stronger person to face a bigger challenge in life.