I’ve got a surprise this morning. Lousie came to me and said, “jo, you’ve got a gift at the door.” I was like well, it must be some vendors or stuff. To my surprise, it was a men carrying a bouquet(Dozen) of pink roses. O.M.G ! O.M.G! my heart was pounding real fast. The silly me thought it was from HIM. MY WISHFUL THINKING! Anw, it was from J. and the card also mentioned bout punctuation thingy. Thus, I know who is that from. Jere is really sweet, he even bought 6 Portuguese egg tart for my breakfast. It’s a lot! For one’s breakfast, so more of sharing with my dept. he even send another separate card to my house personally. How sweet. He got no ill intention. He just wanna thank me for being sucha good listening ear and advisor to him.haha.

Sigh.though it's surprise to receive gift,it also send another message to me. I’ve NOT let it go. I’m STILL PINNING HOPE! Y DO I EVEN HOPE THAT THE FLOWERS WERE FROM HIM! HE WILL NEVER DO THAT. JOJO,WAKE UP. MOVE ON! U DON’T NEED SOMEONE LIKE KWANG..STOP PINNING HOPE ON HIM. YOU KNOW YOU GUYS CAN’T BE TOGETHER ANY MORE, Y KEEP LOOKING ARD HOPING TO BUMP ONTO HIM? Y DO U EVEN THINKIN OF HIM EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!